我爱你，你爱他

最近的问题越来越严重了，感觉上我们三个都好像有了自己的家庭一样，你管你的，我管我的。我们三个不才是一家人吗？

从我告诉你的那天开始，你从未打过电话给我。
明显的，我好像做错了决定，告诉了你。
对不起我没有体谅你的感受，你况且觉得我做的，对你好的，都为了讨好你。
是，我的确是。我想好好的对你，因为我只想你好好的过完这辈子。
对不起我当不了你要我当的儿子。
也不难怪有时候你会把别人的儿子当作自己的来对待。
可能我的确比你理想中的儿子差很远吧。

他，我更加困扰。
说的事情和做的事情完全两回事。
以前会觉得他蠢蠢的，还会跟他说“小心别给别人骗了”，
可是长大了才发现，他比我还要聪明。
给他一起长大，20年了，我真的不懂他在想什么。
对待别人的哥哥跟他自己哥哥是一样的，难道他看到的只有“利”。
那个哥哥可以给到的是面子与荣耀，这个哥哥就会无条件的帮助他工作上的需要，加上他女朋友的也一样。
所以如果是我，两个哥哥也认了吧。哈哈

我们有接近5年没有试过3个人旅行，3个人晚餐，3个人生活。
夹着的莫过于是这个不遵重长辈，不饮水思源的家伙。
没办法啊，使坏最终还能得到认可，我任命吧。

一直把责任推在别人身上倒不如自己努力，好好的把你和他拿回来。
况且慢慢的等都没有益处，不如先冲刺吧。何木焕加油！

---Imperfection Love---

Not the matter of changing, is the matter of your attitude. you never learn from mistake or even something new. You will always says you dunno and dunno, question do you willing to learn? Yes? Do you really learned then? It's good to be urself, as Firework, Beautiful and Perfect tell you so, but if you have a problem you shud be paying effort and CHANGE not cant or why do I have to. Silence do not help in a fight, keeping yourself silence make me look like a fool who's speaking to the wall. you know it is hard for us, so I kept our relationship to be good, when everytime we fight, I will just be the loser to not lose you. When I was mad, you just do nothing, after that to not ruin our relationship I will just call you, but what do I get for a feedback? Nothing. When I set my expectation higher, I just hurt even higher. I was mad but in the end I am the last person to beg for happiness. I dont understand. I simply wanted to maintain our relationship but I just couldn't get what I want.

The reason for writing this post is to give you more times and checking out what will you update in your status, but sadly nothing.

Now is considering to on my phone back, but I'm just afraid it hit me down again. =(

"we started a war, a war might end us"

I love you, but I dunno how shud I love you.

---a chair is still a chair---

常常被問到，你家不是很近嗎？怎麽不常見你回家啊？沒有錯，家就在一個只須半個小時就可到達的地方，有人會說一定是談戀愛了。好吧，我不排除這個說法，畢竟我也覺得是吧。可是也探討過了這個問題，還是找不到自己想要的答案，終于找到了。

空間是我們所身処在的地方，空間給我自由，給我思考，也給我隱私。擁有我自己的空間讓我過的很舒服與自在。“家”擁有我的空間，這句話在5年前可以用的很貼切。那現在就不一樣了。5年前家里來了一位有家不能歸的孩子。（留在故鄉只會帶來更多麻煩）所以被逼的搬遷到我家來。種種的後遺症不說了，說說最近的吧。沒有錯，以親戚來説款待周到，就當作自己的家吧，這兩句話不為過，可是你越過了屬於我的空間了。

客廳是你的抽煙場所，擺放衣服的房間，塞滿了你的走私煙，二手電子零件，還有一大堆的灰塵，沒人打理。當你媽媽問起時，就把所有不是推在我們身上，當然那愛你的媽媽當然相信你咯。所有的空間能夠在家裏的到的都沒了，所以也只好在外面找找屬於自己的空間咯。

在金寳我有自己佈置的房間，這就是我的空間。那，愛呢？家人呢？家人不用一個所謂的“家”。不，應該是屋。記得一首歌的歌詞唱道，"and a house is not a home, when there's no one there to hold you tide." 家不需要一閒屋，就算是一閒屋，也不是一個家。

今天回家的幾個小時，好溫暖。爸爸的關心讓我很開心。其實我今天發現爸爸談戀愛其實也沒什麽不好，至少他學會了親子之間的關係，一些他一路以來忽略的。他今天告訴我，21嵗需要鑰匙的項鏈，叫我去買，他還是笑著的說。從未看過他那麽真實的笑容。好愛你哦，爸爸。=）

P/s: 絕對不是爲了項鏈才說的哦~ =D

Tiffany.co

---The Girls' StuFF---

K-POP is a trend that hardly admire by guys. I do a group I admired TVXQ but not like a super fan, screaming "HHEERRROOOOOO" that type. =.=

After few years few frens bring the K-POP trend back to me (EJ Lim, Gino Cheah & etc) The only korean group I love the most is

SNSD O.o Girls Generation, they are just so gorgeous to be a perfect girlfren. XD

(excluding the piggy nose)

there are 9 members in the group my Favorite **jiang jiang**

Seohyun youngest among all.

Coming up next, this country trying to be POP but actually comparing it to K-POP they are really PORK. :D words cant describe, is better for you to watch it :)

Shinee - Ring Ding Dong

Ori

The Wanabe Version

although i dun think Shinee look great but the wanabe are even worst =.=

here come another Girls Wanabe, Fire By 2NE1

Ori

The Wanabe Version

WTF right? hahahahaha

before signing off lets balance your emotion and let you eyes enjoy a SNSD treatment

ENJOY!!!

=)

2moro will be a good day

---Hey---

In mood of restarting blogging.

Here Should be a Brand new Start.

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2 more Months to a year

---All StAr---

Carving for this...XDDD although bought alots of shoes recently...

so what juz call me spoilt brat :p

bye bye

---Blood SeeKers---

From the poster above, is the official poster or banner for the Daybreakers showing in Malaysia.

knowing this movie through the CSA assignment...

watching it trailer giving a feeling like Avatar... some kind of war movie this and tat...

what do u think this movie is when u see this???

but the truth behind this movie is... from the start of the movie, splashing blood is every where, vomiting, pulling out people head, tearing people hand, sucking blood...UuuEEEKkkksssss.

when the vampire exploded in the 1st scene, i was asking can we leave LOL

i should have found these poster earlier

errrr...DINGGG

End of this movie, same as all the other movie is talking abt humanity and people selfishness and greediness...

going Genting 2moro yeahhh...signing off...muk

wish i could have more time with you...