---STOP PUSHING ME---

in this week this few days, many thg happen, i crash my cousin car, my dad get denggi, som1 changed, many thg happen in one time, make me unable to handle and receive it all. 1stly say abt my dad, he got denggi since last Wednesday, he has difficulty to walk n use energy, so i help him to do this do that(this is ok for me coz that wat i should do). then including from thursday on i need to wake up 530 in the morning to bring all those taufu to stall. it is ok for me but this is reali exhausted. i was reali thinking when is dad sickness can be cure, y after denggi now is some other sickness is sticking on him, now he dun hav those bone pain or any symptoms abt denggi but now he dun hav appetite to eat, eat will vomit and according to wat he said is like somthg blocking inside his body made him fell uncomfort. in this early morning, he say now he can't even sleep, then i was thinking is tat not a disease or sick ar...i think it mayb is 'gong tou'(for those who knw wat happen in my family they will knw wat i mean). i hope tat he will answer me honestly. but there is 1 thg i dun understand, is tat woman more important then ur son ar???when i crash the car u dun even bring me to report but is juz saying "u go by urself la"...then u go n find tat woman. is tat wat a dad should do ar, u r like abandoning me u knw ar. in this morning i was thinking y am i doing all these unreturn thg to u. wat do also u will juz think abt tat woman u dun even think abt us, y ar???it was so struggle tat u r my dad it is my responsiblity to do all this for u, i am feeling stressed and pushed too hard. then when i wanted to express wat i am feeling the best choice would be burger, but then she always 'fat hiao' n 'pakto' so time to entertain me so the nxt best choice would be 'som1'.we having cold war since 3weeks ago, i was always waiting for ur message to end this war coz i think tat i have given too much on our friendship, but u r juz like ignoring all of it, do u care abt our friendship??am i tat stupid treating u as my best fren but u r not even thinking i am ur FREN???can't u be more care on this, yesterday i can't stand it any more so i sms u to tell u i feel stress, but as wat usual u will reply is some thg like u r not willing to hear this. i was like talking wif a doll. hmm i was too stressful for me. MUMMY pls help me...