---ResPonD to LinLin---

meet him yesterday. since CNY we never met. ntg change btw us. we never talk never greet never hav eye contact. ermm kind of hard. every laugh i made there was fake, every emotion made there was fake, every feeling i hav there was fake it's reali hard there. i wa juz pretending and acting like i live better than u...hard man. wat ever. bidor's frens seem to be getting farer than me, they hav their own qoutes, hav their own joke and they own plan without counting me in. i know la, coz i'm studying at kampar ma, sure they will getting farer lo. ermm use to it. juz wanna to split.

To linlin:

i'm not abandoning my blog, but there was many thgs come in mind in me. that person disappearing in my life so less out lot of blogs, dunno whether is good or wat. then 2nd thg is perviously my perception on blog is posting watever i want wathever i like even i hate some1 but i found out it is not, i will consider whether that person going to c wat i wrote. so that why lo...

P/S: how i know why there is so much spam in my chat box wo...

last paper is on...